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Occasionally, I get a question from a reader that is compelling enough to become its own article. This is one of those questions.
Now that I’ve truly awakened my sensual self and am laying my sexual demons to rest, I am still having a difficult time achieving clitoral and/or vaginal orgasm… I think. And therein lies the problem.
Does clitoral and vaginal orgasm each feel different? Will it be a bigger sensation? A better sensation? Do all girls “squirt”?
My partner is wonderful, but he doesn’t think I’ve orgasmed. I’ve never even THOUGHT about getting off during sex until this partner. He’s tried a lot, and though I feel intense sensations, and have gotten that “Thumper” leg (like from Bambi). It’s still not an end goal of mine to get off during sex, never will be, but please help! If you can!
Thank you for asking these great, juicy questions. I’m going to answer each of them individually, starting with the one that seems to be the most pressing (& was the subject line in your email to me) . . .
1. Am I orgasming?
Maybe! But it’s very difficult to say absolutely because neither I (nor your boyfriend, I might add) can tell you whether you’re coming or not. Only you will be able to know if you’re having an orgasm.
Simply put, an orgasm is a series of fast, rhythmic, involuntary muscle contractions on the pelvic floor. These contractions—which can also be felt throughout the vagina, uterus, perineum, & even the belly muscles—just so happen to be translated as pleasureful by our brains & nervous system.
I’d say that it’d be pretty hard to miss if you were having one, but here are some clues that you might be heading into the direction of orgasm:
- Erect nipples & plumper breasts
- Heavier breathing
- Body feels hot, flushed, & may be making involuntary jerking movements
- Vagina gets wet & becomes swollen
- Lips (both on your mouth & your vulva) are engorged & puffy
Of course, these orgasmic cues are just the tip of the iceberg. And every body is different.
2. Do all women squirt?
No, not all women do.
I like to think that we are all physiologically are capable of squirting, that our bodies contain this particular capacity of sexual release, but the reality is that most of us don’t find ourselves in situations that foster that outcome.
Because for most, squirting—a.k.a., female ejaculation, gushing orgasm, ambrosia—is more than implementing a formula of “do this, & then that happens.” To be able to reach that height of pleasure requires trust & surrender between the giver & the receiver, as well as total relaxation, certain breathing techniques, & lots of foreplay.
For more on this & the art of female ejaculation, I recommend Saida Desilets’ book, Emergence of the Sensual Woman.
3. Do clitoral & vaginal orgasms each feel different?
The not-so-simple answer to this is Yes & No.
One the one hand, a “clitoral orgasm” (i.e., direct stimulation of the clitoris) are generally reported to feel more localised, & a “vaginal orgasm” (i.e., deep & internal stimulation of the vagina) feels more “bigger” & whole body. But (again!) every body is different &, truly, so is every orgasm. It’s pretty difficult to speak to how others might be experiencing their orgasms, but I can speak to my own.
For me personally, the intensity of my orgasm depends on a lot of things: what’s going on in my headspace & body; how I’m pleasuring myself & with what; who I’m sharing my body with & how comfortable / safe I feel to surrender to pleasure in front of them.
I’ve found that my orgasms are much more intense when I’m fully in my body, & less intense in sensation when I’m stuck in my head.
There are a lot of factors that come into play with orgasm, because we don’t just come with our bodies—we come by way of our minds, too. So our orgasm doesn’t solely depend on what’s happening in our outer world (what toys we’re using, what porn we’re watching, whether we’re sitting or laying down) but also what’s happening in our inner world (how we’re feeling emotionally, if we’re experiencing pleasure without shame, if we’re fully present in our bodies).
I’d also like to add that there are many, many, many types of orgasms out there, as women have access to incredible amounts of pleasure & a complexity of ecstasy. I love this part in Sheri Winston’s book Women’s Anatomy of Arousal where she talks about the many orgasms that exist in our bodies, ranging from mini spasm to waves of seemingly endless pleasure to “fierce, clutching, driving” orgasms with aftershocks.
To know which is which (or whether you’re coming at all), your task is to intimately learn your body & the way it responds to pleasure.
Now, here’s where it gets really interesting.
The “vaginal” orgasm is widely considered to be a myth. And this is why.
The term “vaginal orgasm” was created & perpetuated by male, misogynistic psychologists ages ago, for the sole purpose of dumbing down female sexuality & pushing their anti-female sexuality agenda. These psychologists stated that a “real” orgasm was one that came through vaginal intercourse only, & that any orgasm that came from clitoral stimulation alone was illegitimate & “immature.”
For instance, views like these are what started the vaginal orgasm myth:
“. . . whenever a woman is incapable of achieving an orgasm via coitus, provided the husband is an adequate partner, & prefers clitoral stimulation to any other form of sexual activity, she can be regarded as suffering from frigidity & requires psychiatric assistance.”
—Frank S. Caprio, M.D., from his book The Sexually Adequate Female, 1953
And some very interesting (& harmful) things came from the passing down of this inaccurate information. The notion of “frigidity” was born, which originally meant to describe any woman who cannot achieve vaginal orgasms. Women began to see themselves as broken & sought psychological help, sometimes even surgery.
It is because of these very harmful beliefs that so many women seek to find the female equivalent of Viagra to fix their “female sexual dysfunction.”
But the truth is that the interior of the vagina is not exactly primed for ultra-sensitive pleasure the way the clitoris is.
So, essentially, there is only one orgasm—clitoral. And essentially, this is where all orgasms come from. It just might feel like they come from other areas (from deep within the vagina, for instance) because the clitoris happens to be more than a tiny little button but actually a vast sexual network that reaches up into your abdomen area & wraps itself around your vagina.
If that little tidbit of information did just blow your mind, I’ll say it once more with feeling:
Your clitoral body is huge! Its erections easily rival that of any man’s! Yes, that’s right—you get erections, too! And they’re enormous!
(Which, since we’re on the subject, I should point out that the clitoris is basically the female equivalent of a penis.)
So. The vaginal orgasm is an internal clitoral orgasm.
This is powerful news, because it means you’ve (we’ve!) now got an even better understanding of how the female body experiences pleasure. It also means that our capacity for pleasure is much more vast than what we can see with our eyes.
So, in light of all of this interesting information, I’d like to encourage you to do a few things:
(1) Continue to explore your orgasm. Become an expert on how you get off. Listen keenly to the incredibly wise & intelligent voice that is your body. Educate yourself on the amazingness that are your sexual organs (see some helpful resources below to get you started).
(2) Have a conversation with your boyfriend. Show him this post. He likely questions whether you’re coming because of ages-old ideas & portrayals of what the female orgasm is “supposed” to look like. More people need to be educated about this, but men especially need to as they are often the unknowing perpetrators of the vaginal orgasm myth.
(3) Remember that your orgasm is your own. Ditch any notion that it “should” look or feel a particular way. I guarantee that you’ll find orgasmic liberation by intimately knowing how your body responds & experiences pleasure.
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// The Myth of the Vaginal Orgasm (article)
// Adult Sex Ed: The G-Spot* (video)
// The Internal Clitoris (article)
// Women’s Anatomy of Arousal (free PDF!)
// Orgasm Inc. (video)
// Four women describe their clitoral, vaginal, anal, & g-spot orgasms* (article)
// “The question isn’t if female ejaculation isn’t real. . .” (article)
Edited to add: A good friend of mine put me on to another fascinating truth about the female body: That our cervixes can also be a pleasure center & source for orgasm. So, while it’s true that the vaginal orgasm is likely a clitoral one, there’s also a possibility that the vaginal orgasm could be an A-spot (or cervical) orgasm. Again—our potential for pleasure is huge!